I’m able to foretell possible happenings affecting my life. Regarding courting a potential partner, these come in the form of precognition, premonition, or both.
One example: Within a school year, a lady expressed infatuation with me as I was with her eyes and smile—a held premonition of always being emotionally hurt by her attached itself to this potential courtship. Future offsprings of either ours or another relationship were involved, further complicating these emotions. I also had precognition of her future relationship with a medical specialist and her son. I passed on this potential courtship. The intuition came true.
Another example – precognition only: Under a workplace setting, a superior from a different department expressed lust for me. This girl was flirty, cute, and petite. The precognition of her revealed our life together with offspring and my career as a day trader. When inquiring my co-worker about her, it became known to me of her engagement with another man. Hence lust, and thus I passed on her. The only manifestation of the precognition was the part about my former career.
A premonition only example: A temporary workplace setting. A lady enamored me with ivory skin and a bright aura. We smiled as we passed by each other; in doing so, a foreboding of a steely cold void and hardship lingered. I inferred from this a potentially life rebirthing event. Later, I saw her, her son, and another man. She caught my gaze and smiled. She still has breathtaking skin, but her bone structure and aura were utterly different; rebirth?
A psychic said to me that if I wanted the “good” things in life, I would have to let the bad in as well. Thus I correlate the foretelling as a self-preservation mechanism of morals and innateness. The “bad” doesn’t have to be destructive; it could be trying. The persistence thereof is capable of being repurposed into more evil intent, thus ought to be avoided.
Some opportunities present themselves to probe the accepted level of knowledge of a potential mate. While not directly relating to foretelling, knowing a possible mate acceptance of surreal metaphysics is ancillary with each other. A moment I recall was an exchange I had with a co-worker. I was standing next to her in a checkout lane at a retail store. I was confident we would chat a bit, but that never happened. After completing the transaction, she left the register lane with her purchase and boyfriend. When we met up at work, I mentioned my presence at the retail store. Her reply was, “Why didn’t I see you?” “I was standing right next to you,” I responded. I told her of the exchange she had with the cashier as proof I was next to her. She had a look of confusion and concern on her face. Then, I said to her, “Do you believe in Angels?” In a raised, scared voice. she exclaimed, “You’re freaking me out!” I did not pursue her. She would not have accepted the level of metaphysics I may have within me.
Does foretelling of possible futures still occur within me? Yes. Hence the inquiry on solutions with regards to my foretelling abilities. Is there magic to block my abilities? Should I pursue someone more accepting of metaphysics and the surreal possibilities?