I know how hard it is to see, how it could be possible, when someone is deeply involved.
But trust me, revenge is not helping you, it is the cause of the same suffering continuing and not allowing healing to happen.
The easiest way I found of healing from things others did to me, was, if you believe it or not, forgiving. I know I know… “forgive them after all they did to me?” you will say. Well, you won’t do it for them. You will do it for yourself! How is that possible? Acknowlegde, that these people are in bad place themselves and even more blind to things good. Acknowledge, that they are and will be always miserable. While you have done the first step to let their misery behind you. See them on what could fit in their case: They may never be able to see love when they find it, while you can. They would be left alone from others, because of their behaviour. They will be in the long run more poor, because of who they are. Things like these could help you to forgive them and leave them behind. See, where they are more poor than you because of the things you suffered because of them. Telling then yourself “You are not worth my time any longer” and even maybe “You are not even worth of my revenge.”… because remember, you are still giving THEM your time. Because you do it, because of them. The time of YOUR life.
And it won’t make you feel any better. It won’t help you, moving on or do any healing. It won’t cure the suffering and scars of your past.
Such scars, as sad it is, you’ll carry them all your life. But, they don’t have to be your main focus. Instead, they can become something to grow bigger from. As heroes carry their scars. With the correct approach and the focus on yourself, than rather them, of course.
And for the “inexhaustible energy”… well, you may get it now, but, what if this may exhaust you to an extent, that you won’t have the energy to live a different life without them afterwards? Why allow THEM to do this too, to you?
Truely, you have to get them out of your thoughts and out of your life asap.
Only, if you disallow for them to have any effect on your life, on your emotions, on your actions… only then you’ll be truely free of them.
It is truely within our power, to allow others to still have power over us or to say:
“No, you won’t make me still react on you. I won’t allow, that you still have this power over me, making me (re-)act because of you. I’m standing over it and won’t allow you to take even more of my life and my energy and my time.”
And only then, you’ll start enjoying things coming in your life again, because then you’ll truely have left it behind.
Besides, magickal workings may take some time to manifest, anywhere between days to many months. You gonna wait and suffer all that long?