My difficulty is; suppose I solve problem A with magick, prayer or meditation. Then I go on working on solving problem B. But while I work on it… problem A slowly comes back again. Everything goes back to the lousy normality. It’s like bulding one castle of sand while another crumbles.
I’ve been 17 years (!) already, investigating religions and magick, tried many methods and paths and it always happens the same to me. Except in Hinduism, which gave me a couple of permanent gifts. But I wouldn’t want to go back to Hinduism; I find it very hard to separate the path from the culture.
What do you think it could be the problem? Maybe it’s just that I didn’t stay in the same path long enough?