Accepting one’s self as divine is a process. You first must get rid of RHP dogma that makes you grovel like dog. You need to embrace your own spirit and live it. Sometimes spirits can help you become who you need to be but it’s about your own work.
I think it’s a sad thing to see Christians brainwashed into false chains. They are in love with the egregore they seek; most would turn away from Anu and his derivatives of Allah, Jehovah, and YHWH. I believe that Anu is behind all three of those religions. Him and the Demiurge sit there and control humanity. But if you are learned you can remember that you are a god as well and refuse to submit. Say “In the name of Lucifer” or any other being you hold high in regard when they try and force you if necessary.