Okay everyone. I am new here but I have been practicing my whole life. I need to know anything available with Furfur! Here is a copy and pasted post I made in another group because it’s just too much to type out again.
Hey y’all. So I am going to start this out with letting everyone know that I have a whirlwind life of shit you just can’t make up, and I am an open book so ask questions, get involved and prepare for oversharing.
Tldr; whatchu know about demonology?? Resources?
My past relationship was the epitome of trauma. He was emotionally and mentally abusive to the point where he drained every last bit of me out. Before we all hate on him, he has severe mental issues which absolutely need addressing. I held on because I wanted to help him, I held on so long I loathed him. Months ago my plan was to just leave one day and never come back. I was looking at apartments and actually planning an international move.
Covid happened. I couldn’t get away. I put him in a damn jar and he needed it.
A couple weeks after the jar, he hit a breaking point and I had to commit him. I had no choice. He has a savior complex and was hitting psychosis HARD and it was straight unsafe for me. The night they took him away I told him he wasn’t coming back. That night my soulmate, within an hour, contacted me.
Fast forward. Since he leaves the spirits in my house become active. Very active. I will preface this situation with every single one of my gifts has been magnified to at least 110% since. The spirits do not like him. His artwork and prized paintings have flown off the wall shattering since he left, and I don’t feel threatened by these spirits one bit. Its been clear since day one of him leaving that they are after him and trying to protect me. Every single day with this has increased my “natural gifts” ten fold and I am literally waiting to wake up from a weird dream even though I have mastered the art of sleep magic. I hear footsteps when I live alone, I get phantom smells and things literally fly off the walls at me. None of this feels like it’s negative toward me, however.
I am also going to mention, because it’s hilarious to me, that I am a loner white female who moved into an underpriced insanely large home for less than one would pay for a studio in this area. I have three bedrooms, two floors, plus two additional rooms aside from the norm living kitchen and bathroom, and I am literally the plot of a horror movie. I also started reading Haunting of Hill House and had to pause because although she is my favorite author, I do live at the top of a spooky hill and the first few chapters in I realized she was straight up describing my house IN FUCKING DETAIL. So please tell me that has a fairytale ending?
Yesterday my boyfriend, my soulmate, who I met during a pandemic asks me to look into a sigil for him. I spent a ton of time researching and analyzing and finally I found that the woodburned “sigil” he found amongst his things actually a talisman for Furfur, who is a military commander from hell. Known for bringing relationships together, but also evoking storms, thunder and lightening. He’s also a fucking liar, but I don’t know his full story yet so I don’t judge. I let my boyfriend know about those things, but I did not mention that Furfur also takes on an angelic form when conformed to a triangle and pushes lovers together.
My boyfriend makes a riduculous(ly awesome) romantic gesture, and within minutes I am riddled with one of the most powerful storms I have ever seen. I had a couple windows open and my 2 and 3 foot plants flew across the room smashing everywhere. Everything in my house is all over the floor because of the TWO open windows and the gusts of wind. The window in my attic almost blew out. The roof started leaking into the room where I have stored all my exes belongings destroying nearly everything he owns. My house is shaking so hard I realize I might have to take shelter in my basement with my animals because I am certain the roof might fly off my house. My neighbors 107 pound grill (not including the weight of the propane tank) flies into the fence knocking it down. I run to my phone to tell my boyfriend that the storm is bad and if I lose power my phone wont charge and I am okay. The second I hit send the power goes out and my phone turns off. I start walking to my hallway door and all the winds stop. Like, abruptly stop. My power returns and the storm is over. It’s fucking eerily still out there. I felt as if my breath could move the leaves on the trees.
I reached out to friends who lived in the area and they tell me the storm wasn’t so bad. I look out my window to see that my town in under two feet of water. I walk to work in the morning hopping over live wires, downed trees and dead animals all over the sidewalk. I have done my research and there is very little out there besides the basics about Furfur. I plan on hitting the Satanic Temple this week to see if I can find out more information.
I have always been one to get some signs and dwell on them, but this is A LOT and it is A LOT of just insane shit. I am also going to throw in there that this is not the end of this story, the other part regards something else and it may not be entirely related, so I will post separately. I will also say that in the past week every single tarot reading I have given out was fucked up accurate, and I do not feel like the spirits in my house or Furfur are after me. I think they are trying to help me.
I am also going to say that I heard fae and demons don’t mix. I recently put out some offerings to the fae in one of my plants that can deal with neglect for months. I started actually caring for her, and she flourished. The second I turned her pot into a fae garden she died within 48 hours, despite the fact that she had been neglected for 60+ days and bounced back. She fucking gone dudes.
So let’s fucking talk guys.
I am also interested in these crests someone mentioned. I very recently found out I have some pretty prominent Scottish roots so I am VERY interested in this. Thank you everyone for your help