I did terrible mistake with trataka practice (I used candle light too near to my forehead) and haven’t noticed maleffect, I did this practice several times, eventually it started a psychotic episode. Thanks goodness, I did return from episode without help of mental institutions, it is good that my health feels normal now, sometimes I see strange nightmares, but it is only discomfort left.
Most terrible thing, that I lost ability to see and interact with spirits. I use lucid dreams in my evocation work, it works best for me, and I did get good results in past. When I tried to summon Raphael last time, for example, there just appeared caduceus, and again I wasn’t able to hear him or interact. Every time when I try to summon somebody in lucid dream now, I see only symbol or some picture, and no full bright entity as it was before.
I tried reiki healing, I tried to reattune myself to Kundalini Reiki (in past one free attunement worked well on ajna chakra and astral vision ability). But, I wonder why it doesn’t work anymore.
If anybody can do distant diagnosis and healing, I’d appreciate it.