Every since I came out here to my new home, I started to think very heavily on my spiritual path and growth. Over the weeks Iv been here I felt…displaced. I had a path laid out, my future planned out for myself. But when I moved out here it kinda went into the air. It literally feels like a tornado just took up everything in my life and through it everywhere to the point a good portion of it is either not recognizable or destroyed. As I have read in the past this is normal especially when working with demons.
As of late I’m getting my feet on the ground slowly but surely and been thinking about once more focus more on my spirituality. One the things I have read about in the past on here and a few posts recently on here, is a ritual of reversal baptism. I was planning on redoing my dedication to my path as well as the reversal baptism. It is the next step in my reworking of myself. I feel even though I cut a good hunk off of my past physically there is still attachments and stuff that is hanging around in me emotionally and spiritually. I know a good part of it was from the toxic like spirituality I was in, including the infamous Christian (Mormon) church. I feel I have now came to the point I am ready to let go of all that connections and attachments. One of the things that prevented me from doing this earlier was the fact I was working heavily with angels. I felt if I did this, it would have been a slap to their face. But after a personal experience and wake up call, I feel I am ready to take this step.
I understand there is topics already about this and I don’t want to seem I’m just duplicating it, but it would be nice to hear any suggestions or experiences you have had that could help me better understand and give me an idea on how to go by this. Many thanks.