A thought of me

I was day dreaming but i remembered something…you guys probably know what is manifestation right?

since young or when i was in primary school, these manifestation kind of ruined my life…but why is it so easy to manifest the stuff that i don’t need like changing school (took me a year to manifest it)or getting a laptop but recently AKA many months back. I have been able to manifest the action of people(or i am lucky to guess ) however it didn’t happen once or twice. It happened multiple times!

WOW…i barely know myself…jeez
idk anymore…i guess ill try to invoke Lucifer more (i did 2 times, felt the energy but thats it)

does anyone feel the same way or is it just me?