{brace yourselves because this is a long one}
Ok so, alot of people know me for my “a dream of Bune post” I made about 2 years ago before I disappeared into the void never to be seen again.
At the time I made that post I was a scared, confused, desperate and very, very unprepared child who didn’t quite understand what I was getting myself into. But I feel like I’ve grown a bit since then (not completely matured obviously, i’m still only a teen with alot to learn) but enough for me to want to actually try and be a part of this community.
I’ve had trouble with this site in all honesty, when I first thought about reaching out to Bune I was at a very low point mentally (not my lowest but still) and was still a hardcore Christian. The idea that magic was either black or white rather then shades of grey was ingrained into me and I felt like scum for even thinking about demonology. Though it never stopped my interest or fascination with magic. So I suppose, to put it simply, my main goal here is to learn and experiment rather then gain power.
Because I never spent much time here I guess that means i’m still somewhat of a beginner, so bare with me while I try to get the hang of things again. And as always feedback is welcome : ]
speaking of which, to those who responded to my original post: thank you.
I hope to learn alot from this community and I look forward to what the future will hold.