I’ll describe the first experience, I suspect this was the beginning of or a sleep paralysis experience (which I have never had before).
The experience actually starts in my dreams. I don’t remember the whole dream but the theme was basically some “parasite/creature” trying to attack or attach to me throughout the dream. It didn’t manage to because I did fight it off. Then I woke up (I’d say like 4-5am) and COULD move for a few minutes, besides the “nightmare” I had everything felt normal in my room/space for the most part.
Not long after I woke up, and did turn on my side with my eyes open (was still pretty tired but I considered myself awake) I felt something from the end of my bed come up to me (on the side of my back/neck), and once it got to my neck area it “jumped” onto the back of my neck or attached there (the creature didn’t seem that big to be honest). When it was attached to my neck and I felt it “chewing” at the back of my neck (and heard a chewing like sound to) is when I started to feel like I was losing PHYSICAL strength.
It wasn’t like a blanket/paralyzed feeling from the sense that I’ve read online but like the thing was sucking or eating at my neck (felt like it was draining energy from that area to) causing me to lose Physical strength which made me feel paralyzed. I couldn’t move which freaked me out, and I felt the longer it was able to do whatever it was doing the worse the feeling of losing Physical strength to move.
I had to out of basically desperation and fear “snap” myself out of whatever it was doing. Like jolt myself back to being able to move. It freaked me out. That night was the worst experience, also the creature felt pretty real (I could feel it’s weight on my bed, and it at my neck) – although this could be due to the experience or the fact that I’ve managed to develop my senses including clairsentience very well.
I’m doing cleansing and other things as something like this had happened a couple of times, Although I’ve managed to “snap” out each time but its VERY difficult to do. I’d just like to know what the heck was happening…??