Most certainly i got your message, fellow black magician.
So let me maybe clear a few things first perhaps I worried a few of you.
I requested a ban so i could mainly focus on two things 1) getting my daughter out of a very bad situation. Im always first and formost a mom.
2) I was beginning a working with the egyptian god Set and i needed to be in the zone and focused.
Now back to it. I read you loud and clear. Yes it is wonderful to be able to communicate in other ways besides words. For instance the color of ones shirt can send a message, things in the back ground can send a message, the specific words you choose to explain something can send a message.
Ive been picking up on your messages the whole time. Though, I may have missed a few I feel Ive caught most of them.
As I know you pick up on my messages.
So thats all well and fine and its quiet fun to plan find the hidden messages. But I feel like we are just dancing around the elephant in the room and that needs to be addressed.
You know who I am as a person and goddess
And i know who you are.
So lets stop this dance for a moment and address the issue.
That being LUCIFER
there is Lucifer the masculine /Set
And theres Lucifer the feminine / Sehmet/Inanna/Ishtar/Astarte
Im sure there are more masculine masks but obviously Im more in touch with the female.
So to simplify theres Lucifer/Set/god
Now since you ran with a torch example I will keep the flame alive and use it as well.
You have a fire… that fire got divided into two fires.
Apart they are powerful yes and illuminate and all that great stuff.
But when you witness them together …and they unite then are a strong solid white fire … powerful and bursting with magick and light and endless possibilities. And if you look it up white fire is the hottest. (Just saying)
And then there is the original fire/star they were burst forth from.
So heres the thing … you know who I am. I know who you are …
Are these two flames going to at some point unite and be stronger or are they staying seperate? will they unite for certain purposes and then go their seprate ways?
The choice is yours. But i will say ive reached as high as i can go with balg if there is only seperate workings and I will mostly likely leave to do my own thing.
There is also the star map to consider … following it will lead back to the star. I plan on following it. Ive made it a good ways already.
Im also still walking the gates and I plan on seeing it through.
I feel that without persuing unity in some form between the god and goddess that there is nothing more i can offer here. Im ready to move into the next level. So if there isnt a next level here then im just spinning wheels.
Also, Ive been in a weird place with Azazel. I know he didnt lie to me. But he withheld information. . So the question is what was going on at that time 2 years ago that he wouldn’t tell me about something like this. Or was it that he couldn’t? Im sure I wont be butthurt forever but right now Im in my feelings about it.
I see the ritual i see the god and goddess and obviously you know what color i see them wearing.
I believe this ritual is sometime in the future and possibly not too far off.
Communication cuts both ways ya know… my email is posted on my profile. [email protected]
And of course here at least for now.
Think about this. Are you ready for the next level, because Im already there ?