Hey everyone. So this is going to be long, so bare with me guys.
So, I tried to evoke King Paimon and from my perspective, it seems it didn’t work. Well, me and my friend did and it kinda bummed him out. He told me that he knew he wouldn’t work but I told him to believe it will. Even though we didnt see him, I believe he came but didnt answer us for a reason. And so, I started wondering why. I digged deeper and I realised I messed up. So, last year, I was in a 1 year college when I found out about him. Being the curious person I am, I researched on him. That’s when I learnt about his enn and dare I say it soothes me. I mutter it ever night I sleep after stressful day at school and the next morning I’m energized. I even say a prayer mentally before I sleep. So around May this year, we had our final exams and man was it chaotic, even for me. Chaotic in the sense that I had sleepless night and I couldn’t focus or read. I became brain dead (who wouldn’t? 4 long exams in a semester and I offer 9 different subjects). So that exam I prayed for a little help and chanted his enn to calm my nerves in the exam hall. And u know what, I passed! 8.45 out of 10 GPA. And I kinda promised to tell people about it but with everything that happened after that, I totally forgot . I feel like an ungrateful bitch rn and I’m banging my head on a wall, internally.
So, I have 2 theories why King Paimon didnt answer me and my friend.
- Hes pissed at me for abusing his enn, or,
- Hes pissed that I didnt say a word to anybody about the success of my exams.
Honestly, i dont know. Maybe i just need to have more patience. I honestly have no idea.
So, I want to hear ur thoughts about this so that I can solve this fast. I feel a connection to King Paimon and I’ll be pissed and disappointed with myself if I fucked up without knowing.