A Journal: Conversations with the Stars

[Mani]

@Star-Seeker

I’ve never met an arrow Khonsu, so I don’t know!

Seeing you write in the journal about them taking on “fictional” characters, one could argue that Moonknight, the so called “first of Khonshu” is a representation of an Arrow of Khonshu.

Through the UPG of my own godself, one aspect of me is Khonshu and through it I discovered that he and Bast were supposedly married. As such, soon enough she appeared in my life almost as if yearning to return to her spouse.

I still see her as a spiritual spouse of sorts, keeping me in check but compared to the start of my path 8 years ago, I’ve stopped looking for her physical form because it doesn’t exist. Sure, maybe someone out there mantles her energy but it’s not going to be her in an incarnate form.

In my experience with her, she’s been nothing but loving and caring. She’s playful and coy and basically has told me, “my love, stop looking for me. You’ve already found me.”

I’d argue this UPG stems from the fact that Khonshu’s father Amun was later fused with Ra and became “Amun-Ra” and as such, you could argue there was a form of an arranged marriage between “sun and moon”

[Star-Seeker]

Perhaps Moon Knight is an arrow of Khonsu!

You’ve given me the courage to talk a bit two series the Arrows have told me they appear in—Black Butler and Sonic the Hedgehog.

As for Sonic, I will say that there is an Egyptian goddess named Abaset whose symbol is a blue hedgehog! The Egyptians noticed that hedgehogs prey on snakes and are immune to their venom, then decided that they are powerful protectors who slay the Serpent Foe! The Egyptians gave offerings of blue hedgehog figurines, and archaeologists have found rooms full of piles of these. They also used rattles in the shape of a blue hedgehog to drive away evil spirits.

“Sonic” told me that he is one of Abaset’s hedgehog warriors, an Arrow. I did not get his Arrow name out of him, nor did he show me his true appearance like others had. He said that he and a few others decided that the best way to get attention from modern humans is to appear as cute cuddly animals. This would especially appeal to children. Creating a hedgehog character who seems “cool” to kids was also a deliberate choice.

Thus “Sonic the Hedgehog” was imagined, and they whispered in Yuji Naka’s ear, inspiring the creation of the game series. A story about a little blue hedgehog who “loves freedom” and hates no one or anything, other than oppression. His enemy, Dr. Eggman, is not a real entity but a symbol of evil.

As I wrote before, the events in the series are not things that really happened but should be seen as a modern mythos meant to teach the humans. “Sonic’s” message is for humans to fight for a world in which all are free.

***

I will also tell a story of “Sonic.” I am part of a group of witches, spiritual healers, and mages who get together on the full moon to do drumming rituals and learn magic. On a day that the ritual was to be held, I woke up and walked into my kitchen and saw “Sonic.” By that, I don’t mean that I saw him with my physical eyes, but with my third eye.

“Hi there!” he said. He wanted me to do some hedgehog magic. I drove to a local music store and walked to the percussion section. There were maracas of multiple colors. He instructed me to buy the blue ones. At home, I used a black marker to write ABASET on one side of each maraca. I drew a hedgehog on the other sides.

He told me to play them during the drummings to channel the goddess’s power to chase away the evil things. “Sonic” said he liked our drum circle and the things we were doing, and he wanted to protect us during the drummings and make sure no evil spirits interfered.

At the drumming, I felt the urge to tell the others about Abaset and her hedgehogs. We often share bits of our knowledge and experiences so we can learn from each other. I showed them my hedgehog maracas and explained how they were used in Egypt. “Sonic” whispered in my ear that the ancient ones were meant to imitate the sound of a hedgehog.

A couple of weeks later, one of the members, B, comes to me and says that she has a gift for me. She reached into her purse and pulled out a carved wooden hedgehog.

“I was holding this piece of wood and deciding what it should be,” she said. “Then something said to me ‘hedgehog.’ I had the feeling that I should give it to you to put on your altar.”

I thanked her. I noticed that “Sonic” was standing behind her, grinning. Oh, I thought, you are the “something” she’s talking about. I realized what he had done; he had gotten her to create an offering for me to present to the gods. A hedgehog figurine, a gift in exchange for protection as the ancients did.

I did not tell B this.

I have noticed that the “real Sonic” is a lot calmer, wiser, and more mature than his fictional self. But then, the real him is a divine being, the son of Abaset, not a cartoon.

[Star-Seeker]

There was an entity attached to the sewer drain in the floor at work. I knew something was there. I tried to look at it and all I saw was black. This thing’s energy felt very cold, a supernatural cold that chills me to the bone and makes me feel as if I will never be warm again. I have noticed that a lot of evil things feel supernaturally cold, and I don’t know why.

I frowned at the sewer drain and asked myself, “What IS that?”

The spirit answered, “I’m Lucifer, the King of Hell!”

I rolled my eyes. In my experience, every pipsqueak asshole entity claims to be Lucifer, and occasionally another spirit from the Ars Goetica.

“Well, if you’re a king, then why aren’t you living in a castle? Why do you live in the sewer?”

The thing didn’t answer.

“That’s what I thought. You are full of shit.”

Later, after my coworkers had left, I poured bleach down the drain to cleanse it. Good riddance.

My Baptist coworkers have no idea how many shit entities I’ve banished. I’ve really cleaned up the place, and the energy is a lot more peaceful than it was before. My coworkers’ negativity attracted a lot of parasites who fed on their negativity and encouraged them to argue with each other a lot. My coworkers themselves have become less negative, except for the secretary, who enjoys being negative and nasty. Can’t do anything about that.

[Star-Seeker]

Since Mani said his spirit self is Khonsu, I will admit something about myself. My own spirit self is an Arrow of Bast, Arcturus. I wasn’t going to say it because I didn’t think the forum would react well to that sort of thing, but someone else did it…

In my past life, I was fighting the Serpent Foe with my Arrow brothers. Unfortunately, it grabbed me and tore my soul to pieces. I don’t know what happened to the other pieces of me, but the gods said they have been gathering them up and putting me back together.

The piece of me writing this went into a forced incarnation by the hand of the serpent. He deliberately chose to give me to really horrible, abusive parents because he hoped the experience would crush me and darken my soul.

Well, he was wrong, ha!

For this life, I am just meant to heal. When this life is over, this piece of me will be rejoined to the whole.

[Star-Seeker]

Terebellum thinks the title of this forum is amusing. “Become a living god? You already are one—Arcturus! You just need to see it!”

[Star-Seeker]

I spoke before of entities hiding behind “fictional” personas. Terebellum is this guy:

Yes, that’s the Undertaker, a shinigami from the Black Butler manga and anime. He told me that he inserted himself into a manga because he wants to teach the humans about death. He told me that his character and appearance are symbolic. “The Undertaker” is a mortician, and his father, Anubis, is the god of morticians. He wears the uniform of a Victorian funeral mute in honor of his mother, Nephthys. She is the goddess of death and mourning, and professional mourners were called her priestesses. Funeral mutes were professional mourners.

I asked him once why he wears his hair over his face. The manga reason is to cover his green glowing eyes to hide the fact that he is not human. But what’s the real one? He told me to look up hair in ancient Egypt. I found an Egyptology website called Hair and Death. In Egypt, professional mourners wore the front part of their hair over their faces; the fact that they couldn’t see symbolized the darkness of death.

The first time I saw him, he addressed me as “Hello, fellow Reaper!” It shocked me that he knew my soul was not human.

He then said the reason he kept playing, “Don’t Fear the Reaper” on my music app was “because you shouldn’t fear the Reaper in YOU!”

I had known what happened to me before I came here. I knew that I was a piece of one of Bast’s Arrows. I had wondered if being an entity of disease and death made me evil. Why couldn’t I just be a regular person? Why was I…that?

Terebellum wanted me to accept myself as I was. He began to the teach me the death spirit rules, which I’ll talk about later.

He told me to put a Grim Reaper on my altar to remind me of who I really am instead of denying it and telling myself, “No, I am just another human. A boring, ordinary human. Nothing special.”

[Star-Seeker]

Ever since I found this forum, I have been reading through threads on parasites. They exactly fit the description of beings that I have been calling demons, because that’s what they told me they are. When I first started learning about magic, I began to perceive these beings. They appear as black shapes and have energy that is supernaturally cold.

Starting my magickal journey infuriated these beings and they began attacking me intensely. I felt helpless, afraid, and alone because I didn’t know how to defend myself from them. Anything I tried, such as visualizing myself in a bubble shield, further angered them. They would destroy my shield in a fit of rage and tell me that it was all useless. I was just a stupid, weak little girl who could never best them.

The Egyptian pantheon appeared and told me that these things feed on fear. The more I fear them, the more power they gain over me. It was hard. The Arrow Zosma got tired of me struggling and in annoyance, appeared while one of them was attacking me. Zosma told me that these things are nothing and their power is an illusion. They are nothing, and I am the one with power. These “demons” are the equivalent of internet trolls; weak, pathetic creatures who scream at and threaten others but won’t carry out their threats…unless I let them.

Zosma motioned to the parasite standing in the corner. It had a habit of just staring at me with a hateful, homicidal glare. Zosma told me to tell it that it had no right to treat me this way, and that it was so lowly that it didn’t even deserve to be in my presence. If it stared at me like that, I should visualize myself ripping out its eyeballs and popping them like grapes.

If it yelled things at me, I should rip out its tongue and smash its teeth to shut it up.

If it tried or said anything sexual, I should cut its dick off, shove it down its throat, and choke it with it.

I should kill it. I should be as brutal and bloody as I could imagine. When done, I should severe its head and give it to Ra as a gift.

“Why that?” I said.

“Because it’s what we [Arrows] do.”

At that, Bast giggled and said this Arrow behavior is cute because “it’s like a kitty giving a gift to its human.”

Set laughed and said, “I love how vicious our Arrows are!”

That is how I learned to fight like an Arrow. As I fought this thing, I lost my fear of it and it faded away.

***

I have been reading about archon parasites since finding this forum. I am currently reading this Understanding Archontic Parasites | PDF | Mind | Thought and it describes the “demons” and their behavior exactly, down to being repelled by love energies! I believe they introduced themselves as demons because that is something that humans fear.

[Mani]

@Star-Seeker

The Egyptian pantheon appeared and told me that these things feed on fear.

I actually had a similar experience when I was 17-one day I’m sitting in my room at the darkest point of life at the time and what I call “The Egyptian Council” showed up.

It was Bast, Osiris, Isis, Thoth, Horus, Ra and a few others I can’t remember the names of. They told me something along the lines of letting go of my fears-not spiritual fears but fear in general and to let go of my “physical parasites” if you will because my high school friends were making fun of me for studying and learning the occult. It’s an intense experience to say the least.

I sort of describe my experience coming to terms and accepting the higher-self with this event and it really reminded me of the song “all I ever wanted” from The Prince of Egypt. Especially in the lines “Gleaming in the moonlight” because as it happened, I looked out my window to see a full moon as well as me struggling with my identity-the Christian I was vs, the person I became.

[Mani]

I’ll admit, there were always signs of a connection especially to Bast. While I was a christian I watched black panther and got curious as to who or what Bast was cause it sounded familiar.

The energy flowed when I saw her ancient Egyptian depiction but I was scared so I rejected it originally but over time I accepted it for what it was

[Star-Seeker]

I finished reading through the document I linked. I didn’t believe in the alien stuff, but then, I am always open to being wrong. Whatever the case, lots of people are describing the same type of entity I encountered, but are using different words for them: archons, parasites, aliens, reptilians, demons, etc.

***

A few posts back, I wrote about Terebellum as The Undertaker. Not long after he appeared, he brought another Black Butler character with himself, Grell Sutcliff. This woman:

She revealed that she is actually fixed star Lesath and her friend, the character Madame Red is her twin sister star, Shaula. They both belong to Sekhmet. Interestingly, astronomers call these two stars “The Cat’s Eyes,” and Sekhmet is a lion!

Lesath and Shaula are the stinger in the Scorpio constellation and are considered to be among the deadliest, bloodiest, most violent stars in the sky. Astrologers are confused about which attributes of the pair belong to which star, but Sekhmet told me they represent “the two sides of the blade.” Lesath is the side of the blade that is a weapon, something used to maim and kill, while Shaula is the surgeon’s scalpel, an instrument of healing.

When Lesath whispered a story about herself in the writer’s ear, the result was not what she wanted. Her character, Grell, ended up being an insulting transgender stereotype. Grell is portrayed as an idiot in the series and is the butt of jokes. The other characters call her words such as pervert, freak, that thing, etc. She’s shown as a sex-obsessed predator who wants get it on with anything that breathes, including in one episode, a demon dog. Yes, a dog.

That is the danger in whispering stories to humans—they think it is “creative inspiration” and will take the story in they want, which is sometimes something the spirit did not want. In this case, the author added in her own transphobia. Lesath wanted Grell to be an inspiration to trans women in a time they had less visibility than today.

After a bit, Lesath showed me what she really looks like. She had the long red hair, green eyes, and crocodile teeth, but she was in female form. She was tall and muscular like an Amazon warrior. She wore a long red dress covered in sequins and red high heels. Her personality is very different from her character’s, but there were a few similarities such as her exuberance and her love for blood and the color red.

Lesath said that she was once in male form, but she realized a mistake had been made and Khnum gave her a new female form. I asked Khnum how he did it. He said that he made a clay model of her male form and resculpted it into a female form. If only it was that easy in the material world!

Lesath said she loves being Death, for death is a force that no one can control, tame, destroy, conquer, or dominate. Humans fear death, and men especially fear her, for she is a wild, uncontrollable female force.

Lesath says to trans women, gaze into the sky at the constellation of Scorpio and know that Sekhmet’s most powerful, deadliest warrior is one of you. Call upon me and I will aid you.

***

Speaking of LGBTQ, here are some other fixed stars. I have not met the spirits of any of these.

Alphecca: According to Firmicus Maternus, this star “beds both boys and girls.”

The Pleiades stars are connected to homosexuality: Alcyone, Asterope, Celaeno, Electra, Maia, Merope, Taygeta.

It also appears they can be connected to transgender people. Here is Firmicus Maternus again:

They will always be bright, with a polished forehead and neat clothes, ready to frequently put on other people’s hair and pretend to have a fake and contrived beauty, softening the form of the whole body with various kinds of pigments. These, having removed their hair, will transform their body into the image of a woman’s body, whose clothes are also refined to resemble women’s clothing. These, walking softly, hang their footsteps with a certain delicate moderation. But ambition tempts these, and they so desire this disease that they think that virtue and the greatest joy of happiness will come to them from it. They will always love or pretend to love, and they will regret that they were born men.

[Star-Seeker]

Fixed Star Lesath, or Upsilon Scorpii

Current Position: 24 degrees Sagittarius

Lesath, from the Arabic las’a, meaning “bite or sting of a poisonous animal”

Planetary Nature: Mercury+Mars

Tarot Card: The Tower

***

Fixed Star Shaula, or Lambda Scorpii

Current Position: 24 degrees Sagittarius

Shaula, from the Arabic Shaulah, meaning “the sting”

Planetary Nature: Mercury+Mars

Tarot Card: The Tower

***

Medieval astrologers associated these stars with poisons and viewed them as malicious.

They are said to cause death by being torn to pieces, either by wild animals, machinery, or accidents. They are also associated with surgeries—being cut up with a surgeon’s instruments. If we are to go by Sekhmet’s words, Lesath should be associated with the former and Shaula with the latter.

This pair, called the Cat’s Eyes by astronomers, give the gift of a sharp wit and a sharp tongue, as well as a keen intellect.

The Scorpio constellation rules the reproductive system, and its stars cause affliction of the reproductive tract.

[Star-Seeker]

It is with great sadness that I made an appointment to euthanize my elderly cat tomorrow. He is fifteen years old and his kidneys are failing.

The Arrows have been here today, as they are spirits of death. They say that when the vet gives my kitty the injection, they will take his soul and bring him to the cat goddess Bast. She will care for him, and I will see him again someday.

I can’t write any more today.

[Mani]

I feel for you-The Nords have a poem and I hope it helps you in your time of grief

“Deyr fé, deyja frændur,

deyr sjálfr it sama;

en orðstírr deyr aldregi,

hveim er sér góðan getr.”

"Cattle die, kinsman die,

you’ll die yourself some day.

I know but one thing

that never dies:

the memory of a good friend.”

[Star-Seeker]

My cat, R, has passed on now. The vet gave him a sedative and after fifteen minutes, gave him the injection to stop his heart.

The vet left me in the room with him for a few minutes. I felt the Arrows of death pull his soul out of body; there was a big whoosh of energy.

Then I saw R go into the light. He was standing in a bright beam of white light and he looked young and healthy again instead of old and sickly. His long fluffy tail was sticking up in the air and I got the feeling that he was happy.

The vet came back in. She put him into a cardboard coffin and gave me a card with his name and pawprint on it.

I put him in the car and drove to his grave. I put him in it with a bouquet of flowers. I heard a voice say, “Thank you for releasing me.”

The Arrows assured me that I did the right thing. It would have been cruel and selfish to keep him trapped in a dying body.

He suffers no more, and he is with Bast and his sister, who passed away a year ago.

[Star-Seeker]

When the being humans call “Shadow the Hedgehog” first appeared, I did not take him seriously. He was the first entity I met who was using a fictional character as a mask, a phenomenon I did not know about yet. I thought that he was an egregore. He grew tired of me not listening and in annoyance snapped, “I am not an egregore!”

"Yeah, whatever.”

“No, really. I will tell you what I really am! Now, think. In the games, my father [“Black Doom”] can perform Chaos Control, which is the ability to bend spacetime around ourselves. What is strong enough to bend spacetime?”

“A star,” I said slowly. I began to suspect where this was going.

“My name means something in Egyptian mythology. Look it up.”

I knew the Egyptian word for shadow is shuyet and the Egyptians believed it was part of your soul. But could it mean something else? I used Google. Yes, shuyet meant a literal shadow, but it was also a euphemism for death and spirits of death, for death is a shadow that is always following behind you, ready to strike at any moment.

A star. A spirit of death. An Arrow.

“No way. That can’t be true.”

“It’s true,” he said.

“What’s your star name?”

I was getting the sense that it started with an R. I noticed that Bast was there.

“Rasalhague!” she said. “Rasalhague the Hedgehog! It rhymes!” She giggled.

Rasalhague is a double star. I was made to understand that “Shadow” is Rasalhague B, or as the gods call him, Rasalhague the Younger, and his father, “Black Doom” is Rasalhague A, or Rasalhague the Elder.

I will call him Rasa A and Rasa B in this journal.

In fiction, “Black Doom” is cast as an evil alien overlord who wants to take over the world and kill everyone. The actual “Black Doom” is an insect deity who serves another insect deity, Khepra.

***

Rasa B/Shadow told me that there are fan-created thoughtforms and egregores of him. You will know that you’re interacting with the real him if the entity feels like space energy. Egregores and thoughtforms will feel like something else. There are other ways to spot these egregores that I will write about soon. There is so much that both Rasalhagues taught me; I could fill several pages.

[Star-Seeker]

Rasa B told me that thoughtforms and egregores work like AI bots. They only “know” information that has been fed to them and only follow their programming. They “create” the same way AI “creates”—through plagiarism. They can pull images and phrases from the target’s mind and cobble them together to “create.” They have no true creative power.

Talking to one of the artificial beings is like talking to a chat bot. They repeat programmed words and phrases. They do not truly learn or “understand” anything.

If you understand this, then you can learn to spot these beings. If you can feel energy, you can distinguish between “real” and artificial beings.

Let’s take Rasa B as an example. An egregore of “Shadow the Hedgehog” would know information about itself that Sega put into it. It may also “know” things that the fan community put into it. It acts as programmed. It may also act out fandom tropes such “Shadow is secretly in love with his rival, Sonic.”

If “Shadow” knows things that wouldn’t have been programmed into it, such as how to speak ancient Babylonian, or demonstrates the ability to do things that it wouldn’t be programmed to do, such as seeing into the future, that’s a sign that the being is genuine.

[Star-Seeker]

FIXED STAR RASALHAGUE

Binary star Alpha Ophiuchi

Constellation Ophiuchus

Current Position: 22 degrees Sagittarius

Planetary Nature: Saturn+Venus

Tarot Card: The Tower

Astrologers associate this star with poisons and death by poisons, including drug overdoses. It also makes one vulnerable to disease and infection. Rasalhague can cause these things, but it can also heal. It has power over insects and can cause insect attacks, bites, swarms, etc. Since many of the worst diseases, such as dengue fever, as spread by insect bites, this is a powerful Arrow.

***

I have been getting to know both Rasalhagues lately. Both of them are greatly feared in the spirit world and are known as especially vicious and brutal Arrows. They give no fucks and take no shit. They demand respect. You don’t have to bow down to them and grovel but respect them and watch your mouth.

Rasa B, aka “Shadow” does not want to be called on people who just want to gush/fanboy over him. Don’t ask him questions like, in this game, why did you do this or that? The narrative of the games is fiction, and that version of him is a mask. The mask was intended to teach the humans a story about a character who went through trauma, healed from it, and went on to be awesome. The story was twisted in a way he finds very insulting—his character broods over his pain constantly instead of recovering.

He says that if you want to approach him, remember that he is a deity, an Arrow, a daimon of slaughter, not a cartoon animal. Treating him as the latter is a waste of his time, and do not waste his time.

He is quite…cranky and has a violent temper.

[Star-Seeker]

Last night I sent a petition to the demon Glasya-Labolas to kill my abusive mother.

I don’t know where to begin with this story. It is very long.

I have successfuly death cursed two individuals. The first is my abusive father. I called upon the Arrows to slay him with an incurable disease, as they are disease spirits. He died from pancreatic cancer.

The second was a friend’s meth addict landlord. The landlord was sexually abusing her and would do things like tell her to have sex with him or he would evict her. My friend is poor and disabled so she couldn’t afford to move. I prayed to the god Set for justice. I asked that he free my friend and make the landlord face the consequences of his evil. Set freed her by influencing her to move in with her adult daughter to help out with the grandchildren. Once she was in a safe place, Set killed the landlord in a plane crash during a thunderstorm. The incident made the news. Accident investigators couldn’t find a mechanical reason for the crash and it remains a mystery.

I didn’t ask for Set to kill him, but he did. Killing him and making him face Anubis to receive justice in the afterlife was his interpretation of my request. Do I care that he died? Not one bit.

So…my shit mom. She is a malignant narcissist (Psychopath+Narcissist). I have tried multiple times to death curse her, too, but the curses fail. Any protection spells I put on myself, such as bindings and mirror spells work for a couple of days and then fail.

Here is the thing with my mother: she is a wendigo. A wendigo split off a piece of its soul and sent it to incarnate because it wanted to harm and kill people in this world. If it wasn’t for the intervention of the Egyptian pantheon, my sister and I would have died in early childhood by her hand. The gods have told me that Narcissistic Personality Disorder is a form of “wendigo sickness.” I can see that because the two share some of the same symptoms, such as insatiable greed. In the case of NPD, it’s greed for narcissistic supply. The narcissist, like the wendigo, never lets go of its victims. You can cut a narc out of your life and 25 years later, they’re still constantly obsessing over you.

The gods told me why my spells against my mother fail: the evil serpent Apophis is backing and protecting her. Apophis is the arch-enemy of the Egyptian pantheon. People on this forum would use words like parasite or reptilian to describe it. It is a thing that wants to destroy all life and unravel the fabric of the universe forever.

The gods said that my mom signed a contract with the Serpent long ago. She would do its evil bidding and it would give her what she wanted—wealth, fame, and eternal physical life. The thing with the serpent is that it will not fulfill its side of the contract and will even promise things that are impossible to give, such as eternal physical life. It will use its victim until he/she is no longer of use to it and then will throw them aside like trash.

I wondered why she would be stupid enough to sign such a contract. And why wouldn’t she realize it hasn’t delivered any of its promises? She is old now. I suppose it is stringing her along, telling her “any day now.”

But from my experience, narcs are idiots who will go along with anyone who tells them what they want to hear.

And this Serpent has been blocking and undoing my magic against her. The Egyptian pantheon can’t do much because it’s also blocking them somehow.

Yesterday, I woke up from a nap and Rigel was there. “You need outside help,” he said. “Call a demon.”

I looked through this forum and decided on Glasya-Labolas. I drew his sigil and called on him. I saw a humanoid entity made of black smoke. He was crouching down on all fours. He had gigantic red eyes and a gigantic smile made of sharp teeth. He already knew what I wanted. He seemed excited to kill my target like an eager dog. I asked him to kill my mother, for the only way to get rid of a wendigo is to kill the human body it inhabits. I put a drop of my blood on his seal and offered to treat him to dinner at IHOP the next day (today).

GL also offered to take care of my idiot coworker who has been telling lies about me to the boss and my coworkers because she is jealous of me and wants to get me fired. I once caught the coworker altering some paperwork I had turned in because she wanted to get me into trouble. I have spoken to the boss about this, but she was like, “I just don’t have the heart to fire people…”

I will post an update later.

[Star-Seeker]

Asmodeus popped in and said he wants me to get to know him. I did a divination to see what he wants with me. I got the King of Pentacles, the Devil, and 9 of Pentacles.

I heard something say the phrase “sugar daddy.”

What? Why would a spirit show up and want to just give me money?

Okay, maybe the cards have been misinterpreted. I pulled another. The 6 of Pentacles. “I will be your benefactor,” a voice said. I had to look up the word benefactor.

Okay, so…a demon wants to be my sugar daddy.

[Star-Seeker]

Terebellum told me that he is the Arrow of Madness, the Mad God. He can give the gift of madness or take it away. “The gift of madness?” I said as jotted down notes. “You sound like Sheogorath.”

He grinned at me. “Maybe I am Sheogorath.” I don’t know whether to take that seriously or not.

***

There is a group of stars called the Behenian Fixed Stars in Kabbalah. They have sigils and correspondences. Terebellum is not one of the Behenian stars, so I asked him for corresponences.

“Stone?” I said.

“Mercury!”

“That is not a stone, Terebellum, but okay. Flower?”

“Hmmm…Datura!”

Of course. Both mercury and Datura cause madness.

***

There is a Black Butler OVA called Ciel in Wonderland that his fictional self appears in. He’s the Mad Hatter. Of course he’s the Mad Hatter. This clip depicts his normal behavior quite accurately. I was surprised by his weirdness at first, but I’ve grown used to it.

This scene is so him in that his insanity is to prove a point. He tells the human character a riddle that has no answer because in life, sometimes there are no answers.