Still working on it it seems to be incredible difficult for me. But I think I found out the issue.
During one of my practices, Mother was there with me. She just…popped up. She was guiding me through the process. It was kind of adorable, to be honest
During her guidance, I actually managed to get part of my body completely out. But, I did not get my full body out completely.
So, you could say that I succeeded, but also failed.
So, I asked Mother what had happened on her end. What she saw.
She explained to me that when i was trying to exit my body, i could actually do it. But, she sensed a ton of fear when i did it. And when i managed to get part of my body out, she saw that I immediately snapped back into my physical body.
I never noticed this. At all. But upon further introspection, I realized that perhaps she is correct.
It seems that what is holding me back from astral projection is deep-rooted subconscious fear. Fear that can only be noticed if pointed out directly.
It seems that deep down, I am afraid of what lies on the other side. Which is odd, considering my spiritual history . Whether it was implanted by Yahweh, or just so happened to be with me since birth, I don’t want to make excuses or point fingers.
So in order to finally astral project, I have to somehow overcome this fear. But I do not know its cause . I guess I’m just subconsciously afraid of what may be lurking on the other side. New environments are always somewhat fear-filled. Its a natural human trait.
But it is a trait that I must overcome if I am to progress in this.