I’ve been having some trouble with this person for quite some time. I mentioned them before in this site, but never by name.
It’s a complicated situation. Basically I tried being friendly with them and then I started having a crush on them because I thought they were really nice. They didn’t want that kind of a relationship with me but they were friendly to me after I told them I my real feelings and I thought we were still friends. One day, they started lying to me and told me to go away and never text them again, even though I didn’t do anything that was different from the way they treated me and I didn’t advance on them, sexually or romantically. I tried to talk to them and touch them on the shoulder to make sure they’ll listen. They thought I was going to hug them and they ran away saying “I have to go to work, don’t talk to me anymore.” I was confused and furious, and I noticed they seemed to be having a better life than I could ever imagine. Originally I decided to do magic because I was afraid they might be trying to curse me (I poured boiling water on myself by accident before they shunned me that same day) but then I thought “what if I can fight fire with fire?” In other words, curse them to experience the same emotions I felt when they told me to go away without having a legitimate reason (or, if they did, which I have no idea, not telling me like a responsible person.)
I’m not sure if I want anything that is physically harmful to happen, because I wonder if that would be too suspicious, but I want to decrease or possibly eliminate their luck and cause hurtful feelings in their mind for a good amount to time. I know they have anxiety, so maybe I can curse them to have their symptoms increase in severity and have them loose one of their jobs. (Yes, they have more than one job, which is one reason I think they’re so fucking lucky. They also have many friends that I want to turn against them.)
Is this justifiable enough? I really feel like they didn’t pay the consequences of their actions and I have to be the one to tip the scales against them. And just to be clear, I’m not doing this out of jealousy. I’m doing this because I think they are a dangerous and hurtful person, and they are using their success, social status and religion to seem like a nice person when they aren’t.