Whenever I’ve tried to reach out my abilities there always seems to be a wall of some kind, it looks exactly like bulletproof glass. I’ve had a few people take a look with differing answers, for example: I’m cursed, past life issues, beef with a deity, the list could go on and on.
I know I have abilities, because they’ll work unintentionally and I’ll go places in my dreams, or affect the energy and mood in a room. Even simple stuff like energy balls I can only do on blue moons.
Any ideas on a more definitive answer or solution? I’ve tried asking my friends in dark places but can’t hear their answers 95% of the time.