I’ve been having many revelations about my self, the things I’ve recieved from these activations has been massively mind expanding
I’m gonna put this in best way I can
We all have cosmic bodies made of stardust, this is self is not human, it has no face and it’s up in space because it is the cosmic self or higher self, it’s face is made of light
This was perhaps one of my greatest experience with Thaumiel, I became this cosmic self, but I was flesh at the same time, and all I could hear was Satan constantly… I realized I was literally my own adversary, I was both the light and the darkness, and my mind split in a way, i was this cosmic body staring into dark void of space but at the same time I was the darkness that was able to see the light I was shining
I think Thaumiel carries a massive power of becoming one with the external environment and to make the inner and outer Union take place by highlighting the illusion of separation between them
I’ve noticed that the Shem angels are like the evolved versions or future selves of goetic entities
These activations come like echoes, an activation I had months ago is really starting root itself into my life, including it’s revelations and what the entities tried to get across etc.
For example, I started playing the piano and vocal practices, which one of the activations I was told I’d have musical inquiries, and then when I started working with Zepher zeal which is a completely different entity, he showed me that I have a gift for singing and piano
Same with what Leuviah and Sallos told me also, they told me to manifest from my astral temple, and then when I worked with Terra fauna which is again a completely different entity, it was revealed to me and it was directly connected to my astral temple
My point is I think these activations bridge the physical reality with the energy of the higher self which is where the Shem angels operate from, so this healing the cosmic body as well as physical body at the same time
Everything that’s activated inside is also being bridged in the macrocosm, as within so without which can be directed by any force in the universe, like most of these activations become more clear to through my works with the dragons for example, it may vary from person to person
It’s true order out of chaos
I think its helping to create “Gods kingdom” or your kingdom by redirecting the things we perceive to be external back into the inner throne of the soul so darkness now revolves around us and we become the wand, the staff of Hermes that directs that chaos into our will
I think the goal of the great work is to become the macrocosmic, it’s to become the perfected self, the higher self
This entire challenge is the great work according to my UPG but if you see the science of this process it becomes quite clear that this is the great work