today i decided to do this simple ritual
after chanting kleem mantra 108 times which ive been doing for the past month, i did this ritual.
instead of the dragon blood incense i used homemade, handmade inscense which was powered cinnamon in them .
after meditating i held the glass with both hands and started thinking of the good times we had .and how we used to laugh together. and i stared to say “you love me” you want to call me , you want to hear my voice etc and as soon as i started saying it i started to feel a vibration from my feet up in my body and arms , hands and face. i took it as a good sign and continued. then i started feeling a light glowing in my chest and with the visulization i kept saying you love me and every thing along those line. the point was to empty myself of all the feelings i had for her . may be that did the trick.
i was in some good five minutes may be then a scene in my head popped up abt how we fought and what she said to me. then to eliminate that i opened my eyes and let go of the glass… and thought that was it for tonight .