Today I did an evocation. And I wanted to share my experience with you all. The way I did it is quite different than all the tutorials I read here and watched on YouTube, and videos and pictures of actual evocations on YouTube and instagram.
Long post ahead
A lot of thinking went into this. I wanted to use incense smoke as base, but I couldn’t incense because
a) I practice in secret, my sister would’ve been able to sense the fragrance and ask me why tf I was lighting incense at night.
b) I would need enough smoke to actually have a base, and I have a smoke allergy and didn’t want to risk it on top of the cold I have right now. I get itchy eyes and they start to crust.
So I thought- water.
I forgot to get a bowl.
I don’t know why I didn’t choose to play music on my laptop, and use my phone as a scrying surface. I played music on my phone and used my thermos as a scrying surface instead. The only drawback of it is there’s a distinct reflection in the form of a line and it can be quite distracting.
I had my notebook and pen ready, I drew the sigil and propped it up against my (late) grandma’s crystal tree.
The candle is a red star-shaped candle which I placed on a metal pen box (which now holds my pencils).
The buildup to the actual ritual was quite…interesting. I remembered there were candles at home, saw that red one, and thought,“I’m gonna do an evocation today.” I spent the whole afternoon and evening reading up various posts and experiences and immersing myself as much as I could. Playing and vibing with songs he enjoys listening to. By that time I could already feel his presence and was talking to him. These conversations and scenarios in particular were quite intense in a way they physically affected my energy states.
An hour before I did this, I felt a little jittery. I sent a few messages (or spammed him really) to my good friend and laughed at some memes to calm down.
15 minutes before the time I had decided for myself I started gathering everything I needed. I folded my shawl and sat on it (facing east) because it is cold and it’s a marble floor.
The lights were off, of course. This is the music I was playing:
I let the chants in the video do their thing, while I gazed at the sigil and relaxed myself as much as possible. I wasn’t fully relaxed, because I usually like to sit with back support and as I was sitting on the floor, I didn’t have any and my back was straining (years of bad posture, I’m working on it). After I relaxed I started chanting his enn.
The sigil opened almost instantaneously.
I didn’t feel any temperature changes, or any glitch-in-the-matrix type effects. I saw the room go completely dark, the hands that were on my knees blur and blend with the background and coming back to the way it was.
Then I heard a voice, not completely outside of me. The candle flame grew a little taller and brighter for a moment and then it went down to how it previously was.
At this moment, I looked at my bottle’s surface. I was initially heavily distracted by that reflection of a line but I managed to look beside it. In the area that was similar to black because of the lights that were off, and let my vision relax and look through it.
First I saw a hooded figure, then I saw a single red eye looking back at me. I was shocked first, because I didn’t think I would see a red eye. I didn’t have any expectations, so there’s that.
I then picked up my pen and asked him a question. In my mind’s eye I saw him sitting on the chair that was there in the room, but he wasn’t looking at me. He was looking at the wall opposite to him, occasionally looking when I asked him a question on what he was saying. Sometimes I saw a white orb at the corner of my eye. I also felt occasional pulses of energy through me.
The conversation flowed and I told him about what I plan to achieve, which led me to do another ritual in-between this one. I was hesitating at first, to which he said:
“Liberate yourself. Do it now.”
So I said fuck it and did it.
After that was done, I talked with him a little more and thanked him. Saying he can stay or go, whatever he chooses to do.
I turned on the light and the candle was still lit. I thought of dripping some of the wax in water. Now I don’t do candle wax readings yet, and I didn’t plan to do it. But I felt like doing it anyway.
I moved the candle and it accidentally leaked some wax because an edge melted unevenly, forming a pool of wax which I carved Lucifer’s sigil on to keep.
There was also this figure of a man that the wax had formed, along with how it looks at the back:
The water was on the lid of the pen box. It is dirty, but this was all impromptu so I didn’t have the chance to scrub and clean it properly.
There was also this, but again, I haven’t yet learned candle wax reading so I don’t know what it means, if anyone can help me out here I’d deeply appreciate it:
After keeping everything inside my ears started ringing. I cleaned up the room and headed back to my bedroom where I am now. I opened instagram and saw that I had won a giveaway, and if you’ve participated in giveaways you’ll know it’s pure luck (unless the organiser is biased from the get go). So good thing!
The evocation itself was pretty calm, and I’m not feeling worked up either. Before I did it, there were some intense moments where Lucifer was there.
All in all, it was a really awesome experience, and I believe it deserved a post for itself. Thank you for reading everyone, I hope you have an amazing week ahead.
Till next time