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What’s up you guys my name is William and I’m a total newbie to all this stuff.
But even more exciting of course!
I was brought up in a deeply Christian home with bibel studies, prayer, sunday school , church, baptism and so on and so on… my dad, even tho I Love him, is a total religious fanatic. Jesus and god is all he ever talked about during my upbringing. My mother and sister are both deeply devotet church goers to this day.
Even I identifed as a Jesus follower some years ago as I encounterd som sort of salvation/spirutual experince wich was beautiful and liberating from pain. For a time.
But christians never been my thing (besides my family of course and a few friends). The amount of hypocrisy and ignorence that this people have is mind blowing. (Some of them haven’t ever heard of universal laws and therefore neglect that they exist…:unamused:)
Anyway, not to bore you guys I’ll keep it short and sweet.
Like E.A have hade a fair amount of substence abuse issues and basicly all my life battled with horrrible anxiety and severe depression. Im seeking for a way to get control back and regain power over my life. And since christianity left My life in broken pieces I hope this is a way to turn things around.
You’re all welcome to contact me with tips cause I know literly zero about magic but we all have to start somewhere, right? And If I can assist you in anyway please let me know :slight_smile:

On that note, I wanna end with to say that Im sending strenght and courage your way from Sweden.

Xx

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Jump in and start a new thread with what your 1, 2 or 3 most-desired outcomes are, and people will be able to help you find the magickal methods they think will get you a result the fastest - tips in general might be a bit useless to you without context! :wink:

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Awesome! I’ll do that :slight_smile:

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Välkomna hit!

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@Elle_Blas_de_Robeles men! Svenska? HEJ!! :grinning:

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Sup y’all.

I’m Fire, and I’ve been working on a truckload of different paths since I’ve been 12 years old.

Been doing a lot of rituals lately, and as I was looking into different entities, I accidentally found BALG. Pretty useful stuff here, so I figured to join the community.

One of my main problems is that initial “hurdle” that people are talking about - not seeing or hearing spirits, while also not being able to astral project. I’ve never let that get to me though, and I’ve seen massive, absolutely massive success with magick.

Spirituality has been an integral part of my whole life. Even though I was baptized at birth into the Orthodox Christian religion, I never felt a pull towards it, but studied the deeper stuff. Somewhere in the middle of that, I realized I wanted to grow as much as possible spiritually. I wanted to reach the highest echelons of spirituality. And then two months ago when I found this forum (yes, been lurkin’ and stalkin’ ;)) my desire crystallized - I wanted to ascend to Godhood.

Interestingly, at the same time I’ve found this forum, I’ve been thinking of working with demons. I’ve had terrifying fears of them before for some reason, and it took quite some time to clear that out, and yet here I am, closer than ever.

Speaking of demons… I’ve had an interesting occurrence yesterday as I was doing the sword banishing technique before sleep. Sadly, I was waaay too sleepy, and was phasing in and out of consciousness. In this technique, you are supposed to use the Cosmic Voice and call out to 4 angels to banish… and for some reason, like it wasn’t even me saying it, the name Azazel popped out of nowhere in my cosmic voice.

Literally like this… started the visualization, said the first angel name… fell asleep… through a haze I automatically, instead of the second angel name, said Azazel into the universe.

Of course I broke out of the haze then and was like “the fuck?” and started slightly panicking, but I let it go soon after. I literally did not feel as if I said it. I don’t know why even him and his name.

I’ve never had this happen. Never felt a real pull towards him, and then boom. Now I’m researching on him, thinking maybe it wasn’t a coincidence. Maybe it was some spirit whispering to me.

Feel free to share your opinion on it. :stuck_out_tongue:

Anyway, nice to meet you guys and girls.

To Ascension!

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MVS here. Internal Medicine Physician and Neurologist (primary specialisation) for 25 years. Home is London, teaching practice is in Cambridge.

Ritual practitioner for over 30 years. Consider evocation the highest form of operation. ‘A chacun son truc’ when it comes to your path.

Be well.

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Hello

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How unusual to meet another person of science. Well met, and welcome!

May i poke a bit and ask what your neurology specialization is?

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Hello, and thank you for the welcome. I’m a teaching physician. Most neurological work is trauma (TBI). Sounds a bit overly generic; but in in both my internal medicine (yes, also obtuse) and neurological practices, as an instructing consultant, trauma is obviously the most fundamental and practical teaching scenario, as I’m not teaching others specialisation, but rather advanced clinical consultancy.

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Hello,
I’m Blue, a recovering Christian of 20 plus years. This is a huge step in self acceptance for me and I’m alone in this journey. Revealing my magic will guarantee ostracism. I been working with a particular spirit for over 10 years and he has been challenging me to be my authentic self. Signing up and posting on this forum was one of the challenges. I do not have a particular path but the Goetia spirits have reached out to me and I’m trying to sort out my abilities. The practice of magic is new to me and I thank you for welcoming me into your community.

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616 shows that you know your stuff. Welcome.

Al.

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Well hello all Jerry is my name or Grimner whicever works wounder. Coming from sweden and noticed im not the only one.
I have had an interest and facination for magic for as long as i could remember.
Also a swede i grow up in a neutral home but went to sunday school a little in my youth.
Once i learned to read the first books i ever read was abouth Norse mythology and i have a fairly good grasp of it.
Allways intrigued by magic and the mystic at the time the religious knowledge i got was christianity and i read the bible at early age and one of the first insight was that you should fear the god of wich it spoke or risk getting punished. For a 7-8 year old thats a horrible insight.
I was told that magic wasnt real and it become a thing of story for me even thou the longing for it never went away.
In 8th grade i learnt about Wicca and that became my way into the occult.
I must admit that i for many years have been more of an armchair occultist even thou i have done some basic works anyways to start walk the walk and not only talk.
Different things have hold me back from really do the work but when looking back and beeing completly honest with myself im sure i could have been a practicioner for a long time had i not allowed things to “stop” me.

My interest started with wicca and witchcraft however that never feelt quite right but it was a starting point, then my interest shifted towards high magic and the Teaching of Golden Dawn.

For me magic serves 2 things and have allways done.
1 Providing me with things i want like money, love, succes, knowledge, power, etc.
2 Help me elevate or ascend and reach my true potential, reach nirvana, become one with god ( call it what you want for me its the same).

All spells i have done in the past have been done with a weak attempt and in a way i need more convincing that things are real. Doing basic energi work and meditation and qigung i can feel things happening but my mind still tries to find “logical and rational” explanations for it. Reading some succes stories from here makes me more positiv.
And the last week that i have been doing a new attempt to really start using and working with magic i feel wery optimistic.

Im really happy i stumbled across this site and things here really spoke to me and i believe this is the place for me.
The idea of LHP aint new to me but the view ive had was not the true one and my mind has shifted (never thought it was evil or something thou).

Magic that i like are ceremonial magic, sigil magic, divination of different kinds, evocation, invocation.
a big list and there is much in it that could have been specified more.

My current goal is to work basic towards evocation to work personaly with spirits. I wanna grow personaly so i will work with the entitys that will help me reach the goal. Both demonic and angelic.
My biggest motivational factor now is doing healing work for a loved one so my focus for that will be Raphael in due time, untill then, for knowledge and experience probably will start working with Paimon (seeing as ppl report good results).

My struggles now is that sadly the skeptic mind i have needs a good shake and that is on the way with the progress ive allready had but more will help me get more comfortable.
So the big thing i think is really do more work to help me get where i wanna be so to that end i do exercises every day and will try something new tonight and i have big hopes for that.

I really think i will learn alot here on the forum and hopefully make a couple of new friends and mayby be helpfull to others aswell.
So to everyone that will help me in the future or allready have. Thank you:)

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Hi,

I’m Azav. I started following the RHP and then transitioned to the LHP. I’m relatively new to intentionally practicing this philosophy, though I’ve discovered I’ve been practicing it for years without really knowing what I was doing.

My biggest challenge is being able to spend enough time and energy on evocations and soul travel. I’m currently working on removing obstacles in my life that are preventing me from working on my spiritual growth and ascent.

I look forward to learning from all here! :slight_smile:

Best,
A

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Hello I am Nathan I am 15 years old and I am interested in Physical Shapeshifting yes you read that right since I’ve experienced seeing a friend do it during conjuration in ritual I know it is possible but there is almost no information out there on this subject so I’ve made it my personal goal to discover physical transformation into any type of animal like the Skinwalker and Berserks

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can call me Santana… the spirits came to me at a young age I had no idea about the shit until they came and brought me into there family and I feel in love… I only work with demons becuz demonic is my click haha… I’m into any type of magic that works for me… " they need to die, I ask who, he replies the ones who oppose us"~ prince of dankness aka father… your a sheep or a goat… I’m a mother fucking goat and hope u are too <3… and I like beer <3

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“I started following the RHP and then transitioned to the LHP… though I’ve discovered I’ve been practicing it for years without really knowing what I was doing.”

Yes. Happened to me too.

Al.

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Hello. Sophia is my magical name. I use golden dawn rituals for spiritual hygine but I am not so into it that I would want to be initiated. I use them because they work and as magicians say if it works then use it.

I have a deep connection to my ancestors who were psychic and that was passed on to me. So my strengths are the Clairs and channeling and assuming god forms easily.

My challenges are not being lazy letting spirits always do the work for me. I need to do rituals to protect myself and my interests, put effort into studying and learning. Not whine and cry like a baby when I am being tested for my own good.

My Goals are to think about what i really want. The nice house, car, wealth and power are attaniable but they are also illusions and they arent what I came here to do. Lucifer wants me to write a fictional novel with hidden knowledge in it and I have been procrastinating about it. So i need to write those chapters out in my diary every day.

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Nice to meet a fellow Clair and chaneller :purple_heart: Welcome! Enjoy your stay here and don’t hesitate to join conversations!

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Hello Everyone,

You can just call me KOTD or Kiss. I just randomly made that name up, because I had a random inspiration to watch Bruce Lee and Chuck Norris videos as I am a bit of a martial arts fan. Anyway, a little background. I have had occult experiences on and off my entire life. I do come from a Roman Catholic background, but the religion never stuck with me, and so being bored of what everyone else was into I explored everything from new age to other strange things and so here I am! Even though I am not a newbie to occult concepts, I am by no means what some would consider a Grande Master Wizard…not by the means of a bunch of Golden Dawn groupies, but by real seasoned people who are not led on by titles and the herd but by experience.

I do have some awakened psychic ability and some latent abilities still sleeping. I have experienced in the past as part of my many experiences a Temporary Massive Awakening… like being blasted open or something. I guess that is part of what keeps me going. I have a Vision, and no matter what discourages me, even by what I would call certain Negative Types I never give up… because it is like a Grande Vision that holds that will be delivered showing all the Potentials and Possibilities as well as the things that will surely manifest. When “they” tried to hide the true nature of this Vision, my Angel kept giving me memories never letting me foreget, knowing one day I would remember and awaken.

Does anyone here believe in the concept of Time Travel? I have dreams and believe I was given “downloads” visions from the future… for what lack of a better use of terminology I will just say it was a very special “Guardian Angel,” with a very dark militant vibe. But while others read grimoires and contact their HGA, or get into the bible or New Age Spirit Guides, this being was very different from the rest… Anyway, look foreward to seeing what this community brings.

So Current Goals: still searching, but I feel like “The Times” are coming around.

Current Struggles: surrounded by Morons or certain people intent on making me believe that Magick, Spirituallity, and other Supernatural Phenomena is not real. The real challenge is just having to put up with them. I am not interested in being convinced as I have my own personal experiences that have convinced me. But beyond the average fundie, there does exist those with a more negative agenda whom try to convince people that things of this nature do not exist.

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