Sorry for the delay in the update!
Firstly as most of you know I stopped smoking as an offering 9 days before the blood moon. However on the night of the Blood Moon itself, all hell broke loose at home. Nothing but nothing went as planned.
I decided to refuse to accept the deviations in the timeline of events as an excuse to not perform my Sorcery.
Specifically…
(a) I had to perform the ritual indoors, contrary to Lady Eva’ s good advice. (I had looked long and hard for a good spot and being denied access to it infuriated me.)
(b)Because my interior lab room at home is small I could not use my homemade Circle of Summoning on 12×12’ canvass. (This Angered me at the days and monies invested.)
(c) The Moon was almost completely unobservable from the vantage of my home. (The dissapointment was palpable.)
So - as for the ritual itself, no physical manifestations took place. No contact seemed to be forthcoming either. Yet I stubbornly refused to quit. I made my offerings, drew my blood and went full speed ahead.
I lit the candles with King Belial’s Sigil engraved on them ( as per Frater Dark Matters suggestion) and began meditations.
I spoke the enn - “Lirach Tasa Vefa Wehlc Belial” over and over, entering (I confess) .a weak TGS state.
I asked in ink and blood written in theban, then spoken word for word for King Belial ( as per Biosynth’s suggestions) *to take control of the situation. I asked for several specific actions, but to seize whatever he believed to be the fastest most effective action to resolve the divorce to my advantage. To possess or block the mind of the lawyer for my ex wife. To cause her to doubt her own legal reasonings, belief in her clients claims and find opposition at every turn.
I withdrew 4 vacutubes of blood, and stated that a portion of my fresh blood would then and there be placed on the altar for him, but should he do as I asked 2 of the tubes would be his upon completion of the court case in my favor. That I would engrave his Sigil on my wood pipe and again on a 6x6" metal plate - and leave both upon my Altar for the remainder of my days. I would never smoke again, my weakness as the best sacrificial offering and proof of commitment I had to give. And finally (as per Orismen suggestion) I poured him a shot of 21 year old Chivas Scotch Whiskey.
One week later I cleaned up the offerings and burned my Theban spells into ash and kept all in a special dish. (Half of the Scotch was gone.)
Then as fortune would have it, my girlfriend and I were in an occult book store in Seattle and a woman was doing Tarot readings. I thought what the hell and let her take a look at me. (She jumped a little with the Satan card on turn two ) She asked what I wanted to know about. The success of my ritual was all I needed to know. She thought about it and then asked if I had missed somesort of a deadline or something? I agreed I had, if not in the timeline itself certainly in the course of events not being as planned.
She claimed that whatever I was asking for “did not take.” Suggesting my ritual had failed. This, as you may understand heavily dissapointed me on many levels…
Later my Girlfriend asked if I was going to start smoking since my ritual didn’t seem to have worked. (AFTER 30 YEARS I REALLY MISS MY PIPE GUYS!) I told her that I had faith in my Sorcery, King Belial and that my sacrifice would stand on its own merits. The ritual was no where near as good as it should have, or could have been… but I was standing firm. If Belial was watching, he would see I refuse to accept weakness and failure willingly damnit!
So the court date arrives a month later. Guess what?
My Ex was not represented by legal counsel. Don’t know why on the physical plane her and the lawyer parted ways, but on the spiritual realm I know exactly why.
King Belial went after the jugular vein. He didn’t make some grand show at my ritual, or send me communication or visions. Like a sniper he did the job and did it without pomp and circumstance. A kill shot to the head of the problem.
I believe if I had doubted him, my Sorcery, or succumbed to apathy and caved on going cold turkey to stop smoking - things would be much different today.
The case isn’t over of course. But to lose legal counsel in the final days of a trial certainly doesn’t bode my ex wife well.
I will update as new events take place. Meanwhile, please know the advice from you guys here on BALG was and is… invaluable to me.
All hail the Grand King Belial. Lirach Tasa Vefa Wehlc Belial.